I think this is me slowly coming back to LJ. At least for now, during the summer.
I stopped when college started last year mainly because I just didn't have the time or energy to even be online. Later it was more of me feeling bleh and lazy about everything....
But then a few days ago I saw that our uni's fashion magazine had opening spots. So out of pure craziness and spontaneity I decided to apply for a illustrator/ design editor position. I don't know how I'll fit it into my schedule next semester, but for now, I just know I want to get in touch with art and designing again. First year in college I didn't do squat- drew NOTHING at all (unless you count sketches of nude people during one session of figure drawing).
I think it's part of the lazy summer-ness and bottled up feelings, but I miss the artistic side of myself. It's not that I didn't enjoy first year of college, but it felt more like a whirlwind of stress-socially, academically, mentally, and physically. Didn't have time to think about anything else. But hopefully sophmore year I shall be wiser and more able to balance everything.
For now I uploaded 5 old drawings I had from 2009 onto Deviantart. http://ephemeralciel.deviantart.com
I'm planning on going back there too. Hopefully I'll draw some more before summer ends...
Also, I'm thinking of just making my posts public. :P I mean, all I ever do is talk about dramas, music, art, post vids, fangirl, etc. Lol. I'll prob F-lock more private posts though, obviously.